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Song: “Billy”

“Billy”

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Behind the Song

I started this song in the first person. Which made sense, because I could relate to a lot of what I was singing about. But I didn’t want it to be, or appear to be, autobiographical. I wanted some distance between me and the ideas, so I switched to the third person and began singing about Billy.

This helped. I felt freer to explore his story.

Melodically, the bridge (“You were never meant to be a page”) was the original chorus melody, though with different lyrics. Those lyrics went “Who are you?” which of course are the lyrics to The Who’s 1978 song of the same title. That wouldn’t do.

So I invented the present chorus with a different melody and pushed the original melody into the bridge. I like this melody better as a bridge anyway.

Not too bitter, though, just about 55%

Lyrics

Billy thought he found the road he should be on
singing someone else's favorite song
'cause they seemed so happy when they crossed their finish line
so he tightened his belt, said it just takes time

He started climbing those gold-encrusted hills
but his tank ran empty, he never felt the thrills
so he told himself he didn't have what it takes
and he gave up, just a big mistake

Don't let them get you down, Billy
don't let them box you in
you're better when you choose, Billy
when you play your own game, you win

After a few years of furious introspection
the long, lonely slog of finding your direction
Billy found himself right where he'd begun
in an open field, under the sun

'Cause running in circles will trap you in a maze
the mind's hall of mirrors spins you in a daze
so Billy got mad and kicked out with both feet
the shattered glass left him bloodied but free

Don't let them get you down, Billy
don't let them box you in
you're better when you choose, Billy
when you play your own game, you win

You were never meant to be a page
in someone else's book, a nameless face upon a stage
you were meant to follow stars light years away
when life talks tough, you make your own way

Billy tried singing at some neighborhood bars
he tried dancing under the light of the stars
he tried living with one hand on the wheel
he forgot how to fret, and learned how to feel

I head how Billy finally settled down
he's living large in some American small town
I hear he's happy teaching his kids to tie their shoes
he's light on his feet, he's paid all his dues

Don't let them get you down, Billy
don't let them box you in
you're better when you choose, Billy
when you play your own game, you win

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